Friendship

Recently i’ve been exploring my friendships and how they impact my life and personality. When i was younger making friends was easy i never tried but attracted all sorts of friends. As i grew older this carried on but my views changed, during secondary school i was very particular about the friends i chose because to be frank i was a snob i chose those who mad me look good or was on my level of social standing (i was popular) but this proved to be wrong as out of the friends i made in secondary i speak to about two of them and 1 i’ve known since i was 3 years old and the other is one of my best friends, they were the sort of friends who criticised for the sake of criticism and to make someone feel worse than them and due to my general bitch nature i fit in easy with them but unlike them i directed it outside of our friendship group. To make a long story short they were shit friends and i made a mature decision to break it off with all of them in lieu of a blow during 2012 summer. Sixth Form was different however i was wary about who i gave my friendship to because i learnt to value the gift of friendship and who i gave it to, so to many i had a lot of friends at sixth form but in actual fact i had maybe 1/2 actual friends and people who i chilled with during lunch thats how i saw sixth form currently i speak to 2 of them and 1 of them have become my 2 best friend. Uni is a experience i’m still battling through. With my completion of 1st year underway i’ve been questioning all my friendships due to a realisation that no matter what i do i always seem to be wrong, i try to be a good friend i don’t impose my views on anyone, i don’t impose myself on anyone and i go above and beyond for my friends. I don’t even claim to be an amazing friend but i try and as humans what else can we do but try and apologise when we make mistakes; but it seems like my apologies aren’t recognised or appreciated. I recently had a friend tell me they don’t respect me any longer over something that once explain doesn’t actually make sense but i’m working through that bullshit, but its had me thinking why do people react that way and why is it that i seem to have unlimited amounts of forgiveness for people but its not reciprocated, When i was younger i was instilled with the idea that forgiveness is important (not even in the religious sense) but as a general nice human being. Also i’ve been thinking about terminating a recent friendship of mine due to general tiredness of the crap i feel i put up with but when do you know for certain its the end cause before i never had to think hard about it due to a great grievance but this one is more subtle in terms of directly she’s never really done anything to me but with her mouth she’s created a few issues for me this year and in no way attempted to rectify anything she had done but being the idiot i was i let it go until a really good friend of my said i need to cut off the friendship asap and its had me thinking a lot and when i think a lot i get in my feelings which lasts a while and has me acting very Drake which i’m not able for which is why this post is longer than i normally do.

But to sum up this whole post :

What is friendship ?

And when do you decide that a friendship is over ?

 

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Discourse of Thrones: Jaime, Cersei, and Confronting Rape

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Discourse of Thrones: Jaime, Cersei, and Confronting Rape

April 21st, 2014

When I wrote my review of “Breaker of Chains” on Sunday afternoon, I certainly knew that the scene between Jaime and Cersei at the Sept of Baelor would cause a conversation.

This is both because of the fact that it signals a departure from how the scene plays out in the books and the fact that it features a character that has become a more inherently likeable character in the series committing an absolutely vile, unforgivable act. On the whole, though, I thought the scene played in the same thematic territory as its literary progenitor, such that any conversation would be more about the impact on—rather than destruction of—the characters in question. I did not imagine the scenario we’ve arrived to, in which the scene is causing a considerable and often ugly debate (provided one makes the mistakes of…

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“The main source of fear in the works of Samuel Taylor Coleridge, Robert Louis Stevenson and Angela Carter in repressed desire”. To what extent is this supported by Coleridge, Stevenson and Carter?

This essay will consider the main sources of fear in the works of these talented and rather colourful authors. The context that is, the social climate in which they penned their respective works is perhaps the key to understanding the premise of the fear, which permeates the works in question.

Sexual repression is a state in which a person is prevented from expressing their sexuality. Sexual repression is often associated with feelings of guilt or shame being associated with sexual impulses. What constitutes sexual repression is subjective and can vary greatly between cultures and moral systems. Sexual repression is at its fiercest when laws and principles of society forbid certain acts.

The gothic was a literary means by which writers expressed their views on issues such as sexuality and the state of society. Gothic novels where often wrtten during periods of political and social instability, revolution and war when people were most fearful of change; whether social or political. In a sense, the gothic was a way in which people’s fears were exploited and enhanced (as during times of revolution or social upheaval the gothic provided an escape). The idea of sexuality in our contemporary society is something celebrated, explored and even respected but in past era’s sexuality was a subject of great fear, strictest taboo and much shame. The 18th, 19th and 20th centuries have been periods in which the idea of the taboo and the repressed rose to unprecedented heights due to society’s virtuous and conformist attitudes. The French and American Revolution which saw the fall of British rule over America and the destruction of the monarchy in France were events that preceded the onslaught of gothic work. Christabel written by Samuel Taylor Coleridge, Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde written by Robert Louis Stevenson and ‘The Bloody Chamber’ written by Angela Carter where all written in periods when the idea of female sexuality and desire were being either argued against or repressed. “Carter has been seen critically as part of the new wave of contemporary women[…] The Bloody Chamber is a collection of books written in the form of fairy tales which delve into the idea of womanhood and what it truly represents; this story fights back against the criticisms from society which traditionally warn against women exploring and embracing their sexual identities. Christabel a story about a young girl who stumbles across a succubus upon a stroll through the forest and rescues, illustrates how the repression of sexuality leads to panic upon experiencing it. Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde deals with the duality of self, the fulfilment of desire and how society ostracises individuals if they are seen as different or fearful in any sense.

These texts cannot be properly appreciated without some understanding of the social contexts in which the respective authors penned their works. Psychological as well as socio-economic considerations are essential to the reading of the literature.

Christabel was written towards the end of the Georgian period and while early Georgian England was characterised by debauchery and healthy, open attitudes towards sex (the Georgian’s definitely took pleasure in breaking the rules put into place by their puritanical ancestors), towards the latter part of the era the rise of evangelical Christianity, the prolonged war with France and the growing power of the middle classes saw the advent of a more sober and serious Britain. Perhaps this change in attitude accounts for Samuel Taylor Coleridge in 1803, describing male-male love as “that very worst of all possible vices” when attempting to shield Shakespeare’s Sonnets against a homosexual interpretation. Some have suggested that he was a closet homosexual. Given his early beginning as the son of a vicar, repression of want and desire would have been a constant. It is also clear that though his later addiction to opium may have rendered him impotent, that sex and sexuality were never far from his thoughts.

Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde was written in Victorian England and Victorian morality was incomparable to the morality of Georgian Britain, and was the personification of sexual restraint, intolerance and a stringent code of behaviour. Nevertheless, the Victorian era was a time of many contradictions, such as the widespread cultivation of an outward appearance of dignity and restraint while at the same time the seedier side of human existence abounded not least in the form of fairy widespread prostitution and drug abuse and addiction. The ferociously homophobic Labouchere promoted the views the puritans and in 1885, England criminalised homosexuality; there were numerous trials relating to this criminal activity, not least the 1895 trial of Oscar Wilde.

The Bloody chamber was written and published in the 1970’s. And it is little surprising that Angela Carter an unapologetic feminist should pen these modern gothic tales to expose the repression of women, because although there has been momentous changes in the mindsets, conduct and laws concerning sexuality with sexual politics forming the nucleus of social commentary and debate, for many, nothing had really changed. They were on the outside looking in.

Angela Carters offerings through these non-fairy tales signpost the fact that women are sexually in the interests of exploitative purposes. She shows through her tales of sexual repression how sexism commands control of the subjugated contrary to any notions of liberation and natural sexual expression. She shows how female have been confined by their male masters. And the internment of sexual identity to fit long held notions many stemming from Stevenson’s Victorian period of perceived morality and self restraint, hard work and moral Puritanism as an expression of class domination.

Noteworthy is that the sexual freedom that was emerging in certain quarters was aptly named the sexual revolution tying in with the periods in which gothic becomes most prevalent and relevant, that is times of social conflict.

For progressives it is heralded as a time of revolutionary ferment which ushered in much needed social change, ushering in the civil rights movements, decolonisation, women’s liberation, gay & lesbian liberation, green and peace movements. For conservatives it has become a scapegoat to blame many contemporary problems upon. Issues such as pornography, marriage breakdowns, single parent families, welfare state dependancy, drugs and youth crime are all seen as having their origins in the “permissiveness” of the sixties. For the generation after the sixties, the love children of the baby boomers, it is often seen as a failed project which sustains their parents romanticisation of their youth prior to selling out.

Looked at in the socio-political context Dr Jekyll brings to the fore the disparity between middle class bourgeois subjugation of the shadowy side of society, that is finding expression for physical and emotional force allied with instinctual biological drives a kind of insurgence against the push for middle England uprightness. Mr Hyde, represents the those who live on the fringes of society the ostracised and disenfranchised – those who are suppressed because of their desires. The broad hush about sexuality in Victorian culture cultivated a corresponding muffle in literature. But instead of being entirely nonexistent, homosexual desire and activity emerged in heavily disguised forms, which epitomises how homosexuals insulated themselves from the backlash and vitriol of society, which would have been a really evident fear at a time when hanging because of convictions for homosexuality rose to unparalleled levels and were grossly publicised.

Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde’ focuses more on the duality of an individual and ones innate desires on how we repress our more frightening characteristics. “But I was still cursed with my duality of purpose; and as the first edge of my penitence wore off, the lower side of me, so long indulged, so recently chained down, began to growl for license”. The “purpose” Jekyll maybe speaks of is society’s expectations of how a man with that social opulence is made to act and appear but how it is a mask over their true identity and desire. Although some critics have said Hyde is symbolic of the sexual desire of oneself and ones pursuit of one’s sexual conquests, Stevenson directly contradicts this and says “the harm was in Jekyll because he was a hypocrite, not because he was fond of women”. A way this was shown is the way in the novel; the limited appearance of a female was restricted to the young girl who Hyde tramples over, the maid who witnesses the death of Sir Danver Carew and Dr Jekyll’s maids. The lack of female character may have been a ploy by Stevenson to show the hidden homosexual nature between the men of the novel (Utterson, Lanyon, Jekyll and Enfield), this idea is further strengthened through the unconventional friendship of Utterson and Enfield which baffles the tertiary characters as well as the reader due to the stark differences between the two characters, Utterson’s rationality and Enfield’s wilder nature are ironic due to the routine fashion in which they go for walks. Some critics such as Nabokov reasons, “It has been suggested that Stevenson, ‘working as he did under Victorian restrictions,’ and not wishing to bring colours into the story alien to its monkish patterns, consciously refrained from placing a painted feminine mask upon the secret pleasure which Hyde indulged”. This critic is important as he highlights the lack of insight we are given into Hyde’s excursions therefore exposing us to the ambiguity of the sins that Hyde enjoyed in the seedy setting of Soho; which even in contemporary times is still an area of debauchery and moral panic furthermore Stevenson’s lack of female character adds so much more ideas of the sin in which Hyde indulges and even reinforces the immorality of his sins. Soho formally known as the French quarter gained its reputation of depravity in the late 19th century when the last of the respectable families moved away and the onslaught of Prostitutes, Pubs sand Opium dens invaded the area Stevenson was even known to frequently visit opium dens (which as a man of his profession) was a normal occurrence. The use of Soho as the dwelling place of Hyde is importantly used by Stevenson as Soho was seen as frightening to many due to the abundance of depravity there; this was to show the corruption of Hyde’s character and as Hyde represents the darker nature of Jekyll, he gives a sense of what went on within that area in terms of respectable men and women escaping to Soho to fulfil their desires that were socially unacceptable thus allowing them to retain their social standing by indulging in their personal sins away from their own homes. This ideal was a typical Victorian idea as the idea of sex and desire was shunned in open/polite society but behind closed doors adultery, homosexuality, drugs, alcohol, prostitution and even homosexual brothels were rife. Hyde’s character aptly exemplifies the point that so-called upstanding people almost always adopted a second nature when indulging in their carnal desire but made sure to keep them secret for fear of being found out.

Carter differs from the male writers who are the subject of this essay in that she used her characters to promote the idea of female liberation from the oppressive regimes and submissive natures that were forced onto them by society by emphasising the freedom and strength gained by going against the wishes of the oppressor and embracing true freedom. Carter also explores the idea of how fear was created by palpable desire. “I was aghast to feel myself stirring”. The fear the young girl feels over her sexual desire was not due to the Marquis himself but more to do with the social doctrines that enforce the idea of sexuality (especially in females) as being dangerous and bad. The Bloody Chamber protagonists (a succession of young girls) often demonstrate their fear of sex, sexuaity and innate desires, and Carter uses the characters to personify the ideal of a young girl not yet finished with puberty but still old enough to be classed as a woman but she makes the note of allowing them to be addressed as girls in order to further enhance their vulnerability and innocence “the young bride who had become that multitude of girls I saw in the mirror”. Carter’s use of “girls” is significant as her characters main issues are that they are unable to escape from a seemingly bad situation until they learn to embrace their latent sexual power. An example of this was in ‘The Company Of Wolves’ when the young girl or better yet young woman must shed her clothes (which represent the strictures of society) in order to gain her independence and take back her sexual identity. “What shall I do with my shawl”, “throw it into the fire dear one, you won’t need it again”. Beast, werewolves and so on often are representations of deep sexual desire and sexual power so by her asking him what to do with her clothing which in this case is the personification of society and him replying “into the fire” shows her succumbing to her sexual desire regardless of what repression society tried to place on her. The very idea of the wolf in the story is that they are only able to assume their wolf form when naked which further enhances the idea of clothes representing society. Feminist critics have criticised Carter for not going far enough “she could never imagine Cinderella with the Fairy Godmother” Patricia Dunker. but personally I believe even in the contemporary period Carter lived in she still wrote a story that was advanced for its time, indeed today’s contemporary society her stories still arouse shock and excitement at the explicitness of the description. Carter herself although she was a feminist writer did not label herself a feminist she believed that women as well as men were the cause of their enslavement. “The women do not connive to be enslaved but due to naivety and the chance of freedom they forget their freedom”. As explained above, the time the book was written (Late 1970’s) was a time of sexual enlightenment when more people were starting to explore more openly their sexuality and encouraged more vigorous feminist discourse and promiscuity, but the backlash of this has been brandished by the pandemic of AIDS. With high levels of reported cases among heterosexuals, women have been blamed and scolded for their exploration of sexuality; essentially women are branded whores as much for their promiscuity as for daring to push against the order of society. Like all human beings women desire to fit in, the trepidation of Carter’s characters in exploring with sex and the fulfilment of desire whilst not quite leading to ostracisation, is still though to a lesser extent, evident today

Christabel takes a different path from the other texts as it does not focus on mans duality or the empowerment of females but instead it looks at the fear that the exploration of sex leads to. Christabel’s naivety is typical of a gothic heroine as she is unaware of the true nature of Geraldine who embodies the fear of female sexuality personified in the form of a succubus a cold, calculating, demon who traditionally takes the form of a beautiful woman who seduces men which leads to the death of her victims. “The lady sank, belike through pain, And Christabel with might and main lifted her up, a weary weight, over the threshold of the gate”. In traditional gothic tales evil monster are not allowed to cross over thresholds without invitation and by Geraldine’s actions we are shown her true nature which she attempts to disguise with her apparel “There she sees a damsel bright, Dressed in a silken robe of white”. The use of the colour white is the gothic stereotype depicting a virginal maiden and is being used to show the intense level of deceit which Geraldine is using to gain favour with Christabel and to infiltrate the Castle. Geraldine’s sexual prowess becomes apparent when she manages to seduce Christabel but the skilful way in which Coleridge sets up the sex scene allows for the ambiguity of whether Geraldine was the one seducing Christabel or vice versa. “So half-way from the bed she rose, and on her elbow did recline”. Christabel role as the maiden is called into question as the pose Coleridge arranges her in is an highly sexualised position for someone who is supposed to be so innocent and it is this that give the audience a reason to believe that the sex between her and Geraldine is consensual.

Christabel epitomises the boundaries of innocence in her blindness to the existence of sin and vice and in her susceptibility to its effects. Christabel’s virtuousness shields her from the fact that something is awry and also to the fact of something, which a more worldly person would have known to fear. Ignorance dispenses with the fear that the characters of Jekyll and Hyde and the Bloody Chamber were all too familiar with.

Coleridge documented that his fears were set down in Christabel – he stated that his dreams were often haunted by frightening women, shape altering women. Apparently Coleridge chose not to complete the poem because of fear that he would be accused of moral turpitude., since to finish “Christabel” he would have had to further explore the sexual implications. Regardless of this it is clear that Christabel is paralysed through her inability to rise above the fright created by the reality of the situation.

This essay has illustrated how social and historic conditions can affect repression and the affect of social constraints on the psyche. The three authors deal with the fear created by sexual repression. Without a doubt fear can force one to adopt a new personality, or to accept the status quo no matter how bad or in the case of Christabel, fear can paralyse!

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Love is the most selfish of emotions. Discuss in reference to the characters in ‘Tis Pity’

In John Ford’s ‘Tis pity she’s a whore’ one of the main themes is the incestuous relationship between the central characters of Giovanni and Annabella. But a question rose by the statement above ‘love is the most selfish of emotions’ is whether the love in the play is a genuine everlasting ideal love or a more selfish in essence. In this essay I shall be exploring whether the love portrayed in the play was in fact selfish or not and if so which character was being selfish and their motives behind it.
In Act 1 scene 1 Giovanni one of the main characters is in the middle of a heated argument over his immoral love Annabella, his sister. Giovanni tries hard to persuade the Friar of his love using passionate language in order to receive blessing from the Friar who in a sense represents the church in the play. “That beauty which framed anew, the gods would make a god of”. We as the audience gain from here that Giovanni’s ‘love’ for Annabella runs deep and the use of gods links back to Greek mythology in which the gods in rare cases made mortals into demi gods/creatures if they showed great talent or physical beauty or even in their envy cursed some mortals most notably Medusa, Giovanni’s comparison of Annabella’s beauty of that worthy to gods shows how worthy he believes she is. The use of gods rather than God has led critics to believe that ‘Tis pity’ has a minor theme of atheism which is further reinforced by the later events in the play. Giovanni’s statement does not dissuade me of the notion that his love of Annabella is selfish although he is comparing her beauty to that worthy of the gods, he fails to actually recognise Annabella as an individual, often refers to her as beautiful but love is not gained through attraction alone in my contemporary understanding of the term but through a more deep connection between the two individuals. Another way in Giovanni shows selfishness in his supposed love for Annabella is in Act 1 Scene 2 where Giovanni dramatically professes his love for her then offers her an ultimatum by handling her a dagger which the forfeit being his life. “And hers my breast, strike home”. This so called choice he gives Annabella is deceitful in the sense that he knows Annabella would never kill him no matter the circumstances this therefore allows the audience to be aware of the subtle manipulation Giovanni constantly employs to keep Annabella entranced with him. This power he holds over her is important as Ford carefully constructs the events of the play to leave Annabella as the one to blame for the eventful destruction of her family through no fault of her own. ”Tis pity she’s a whore”. The final line of the play spoken by the cardinal supports this as Giovanni is never seemed to be blamed even though he was the one who essentially instigated their sordid love affair. The parallels that are able to be drawn between Giovanni and Dr Faustus are immense due to their reliance of their intelligence in order to cover up their wrongdoings. Cyrus hoy a critics comments on this “Fords Giovanni is a young Faustus … both exhibit fatal intellectual pride… destroying themselves by specious reasoning and an easy sense of superiority”. I ultimately agree with this statement as one aspect of both Giovanni and Faustus characterisations that led to their eventual downfall is their intelligence and hubris which they believed exceeded the greatness of God. Faustus craved knowledge and power over God and Giovanni valued the conquest of his sister over God but through adamant reasoning allowed him to act upon his feelings. Giovanni’s way of expressing his feelings to Annabella although dramatic was typical of those renaissance times where Shakespeare inspired a generation of young lotharios hell-bent on capturing beauty and advancing their situations through the benefits of a upwards union rather than actually seeking love as the integral part of a marriage.
Bergetto the sometimes lovable idiot over times insufferable fool is Ford’s way of showing although many different loves exist in the world the pure innocence of childhood love can never be broken, altered or forced. Bergetto is in all respect the child of the play, his lack of social graces, his inability to keep focus on anything and his playfulness show how love in a child can never be bought. This idea is prevalent in many of noted poet William Blake who believes in the innocence of childhood, Blake’s insight into children and their pure essence allows me to understand Bergetto’s character more and the motivations behind his actions. “Does my uncle think to make me a baby still” Bergetto even in his playfulness understands the manipulations his uncle (Donado) puts him under in order to secure a partnership with Florio. In Act 3 Scene 1 we understand that even through his innocence he understands when he’s being manipulated and will not allow his uncle to prevent him from his true love Philotis “’Sfoot I will have this wench, if he were ten uncles” although he using the crude colloquialism of ‘Wench’ to describe her we do understand that this love is in spite of what can be gained with his union of Philotis and the eventual dissolution of the relationship with him and his uncle. This love I believe is not selfish but I’m not sure if whether the love is unable to be selfish due to the idiocy of Bergetto and the reliance of individuals such as Bergetto on their most basic innate desire/emotions such as happiness, sadness and most importantly love.
The idea of filial love is a faintly modern ideal as within Fords time period one of the sole purposes of children was to show off so to speak that their parents had the ability to have children was to ‘show off’ to coin the phrase that their parents possessed the ability to procreate. They were also used as bargaining points in order to further their status or wealth. Florio (the father of Giovanni and Annabella) love towards his children on some level does show a caring fatherly figure that has the best interests of his children at heart. But as an audience we also see some deceit in order to improve his social standing. ‘I will not force my daughter ‘gainst her will’. Here we see Florio going against the social norm of Fathers setting up their children in order to change or improve their circumstances for instances status or wealth in this instance status would have been changed with Annabella and Soranzo’s union because Florio by no means was poor but due to his situation as a merchant he would not be treated as highly as someone with a noble position due to earning his money rather than being born into wealth. “Of your still rising honour have prevailed above all other jointures”. Here we see Florio has already made up his mind about which suitor he prefers for Annabella ‘rising honours’ shows that Florio has already weighed up the pros or cons of all Annabella’s suitors (Soranzo, Grimaldi, Bergetto, etc.) and has found Soranzo to be the best. Whether Florio’s love for his children is selfish or not we are unable to give a conclusive judgement as we see very little of Florio throughout the play but this may have been a clever ploy by Ford to show how parents were not fully involved in their children’s lives unless it suited their purpose however the death of Florio upon discovering the incest between his children may be Fords way of showing although some aspects of Florio’s relationship is selfish in a sense there is a love shown in his death in a small way but another interpretation may have been that he was so ashamed and was worried that his reputation was ruined that it cause his heart to give out. If love is the most selfish of emotions then filial love may be the biggest indication of it but whether that idea still holds true may be an oversight in the giant leaps society has made in many respects such as attitudes to marriage and children.
The many different types of love displayed in ‘Tis pity’ involve us in the audience on whether or not the love is truthful or motivated by lust, money or avarice but very rarely does almost every character seem to embody all types of selfish love Soranzo & Grimaldi (avarice), Giovanni (Lust), Florio & Putana (Greed), Vasquez (Envy/Wrath). The true victim of ‘Tis pity’ are those who do not have the power to reject the love thrust upon them due to their lack of power but yes love is selfish regardless of the imperative vow taken from the bible which highlights what love should be. “Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered”.

I love writing this essay because ‘Tis Pity’ was low key amazing and writing about such a secondary theme in detail was fun. Not my best but definitely not my worst

Update

I know no one cares but I’ve been alright, well as well as I can be lool. Been through some … Can I even say relationship drama no more like feelings got involved in a simple situation which has just fizzled into bullshit but I digress, I have exams in a few weeks so I’ve been busy with that and I’ve decided to get back to my roots even though I’m doing computer science my first love was always English and finding my old essays made me tearful cause I dunno it’s amazing how different my life was in comparison to A-Levels however after my exams finish I’m excited to be getting back into my writing. Not even going to lie I’m more William Blake than Shakespeare I prefer what I’m thinking and feeling over what people need to hear and I will always question myself not cause I don’t trust my judgement but I like my argument to be complete. So yeah lool watch this space

Feminism

Hi this is a weird way to start a blog but the topic has just been spinning in my head for the longest anyway. But let me start with this I believe the PRACTICED forms of feminism are absolute bullshit and the term needs to be revised before people run screaming the phrases while having no clue what they are talking about.

Feminism
noun the advocacy of women’s rights on the ground of the equality of the sexes.

For those of you who like me who did English Literature know there so much to be gain from this than just equality between sexes but even the simplest of individuals struggle with the most basic meaning of this which is that the sexes should be equal not women over men, not women apart from men but equal. The fact that so many have taken this and created oppression and so much legislation that a simple complement between a female and male can be seen as sexual harassment; a male offering to pay for dinner is oppression. So many things that in all honesty is not an attack on anyone (due to the fact that men aren’t as complicated as they are perceived), we may not even know we’re doing it that’s how bad it is.

Free Bleeding (http://modernwomandigest.com/disturbing-new-feminist-trend-free-bleeding/) this phrase makes my balls itch due to the actual disgust the practice makes me feel. As a man with 5 sisters I know a lot about periods and one thing I know for sure as soon that blood leaves the vagina and hits air it stinks!! So the fact that women are just bleeding with no care for their personal hygiene or comfort of others baffles me and all because tampons and pads are “man made tools of oppression” nah sorry fuck that. it just confuses me to no end and takes me back to my main argument that feminism sometimes is bullshit not even feminism but some of the ways it’s practiced piss me off. Free bleeding kè, I have a lot of feelings and the way I’ve started sounds very anti feminist but I’m not equality and liberation is what pops into my head when I think about feminism not burning bras, not hating men, not not shaving, not being apart from men and so many other things that people who assume they are feminist seem to cling on to in their shouts of “I’m a feminist hear me roar”

I have a lot of feels about topics such as feminism and I’ve literally spent 2 weeks on this and it may not seem like this due to its length or disjoint nature but I shall be revisiting it over the course of how ever long I have this blog but yeah I’m done for now

Introduction

Well I’m going to give you an intro but I doubt you’ll learn much about who I am personally but it should give you an idea of who I am and what I stand for
Here it goes
I’m male but that’s a bit questionable sometimes due to the fact that I have very gay moments due to but apart from that I’m very manly trust me 😉
I’m very cynical but almost manage to remain an optimist
My sarcasm is often mistaken for me actually caring
When I say something’s cute 9/10 I mean it’s bullshit
I’m a good/great cook and once I get a good camera I’ll start posting some of the things I make
I love writing which is why I made this blog
I’m very lazy so I won’t lie me updating this May be a bit sketchy but meh what can I do
I shall be using this as my way of expressing my feelings (as gay as it sounds) and showing some of my writing in forms of essays, poetry and just general self discussions which have been on my mind ( Now i’ve also added a sex portion to my original stuff)
That’s all for now but if I must be called something call me TJ